What A Night

OMG I am so tired. Last night was unreal. I got home and started dinner, like the good little wifey I am supposed to be. Then I remembered that I wanted to post the touchy feely thing before I forgot because I knew by this morning everything I wanted to say would be gone. So I multi-tasked and posted that, made dinner, got the girls settled and what not. I got everything done, everyone ate, and whatever.

So once dinner was done I had some orders to process, so I hopped on to do that. Avon’s site was taking forever, so I checked my Facebook & MySpace while I was waiting on their site. I ended up finding a ton of people on the two sites that I was friends with in college!!! So that got me texting my “big sister,” and it all just went downhill from there, lol.

So I finished up online, got the girls a bath and started folding/putting laundry away. Good God you would have thought it was the end of the World. He comes up trying to help, which I didn’t want because I just wanted to fold laundry, watch some TV, and put the laundry away so I could go to bed. Yea no he has to start talking. Never a good thing. He wants to know if I’m in a better mood than I was yesterday morning. Um, I wasn’t in a bad mood yesterday morning. He says because I was storming through the house turning things off. Yea I did because I was listening to my satellite radio and you shut it off because I wasn’t in the room listening to it. Um, hello, I had it loud enough so I could hear it upstairs. I was just doing it to piss you off, lol. So then he starts asking about my day and work and stuff and I gave him short little answers because sorry, but I don’t want to talk to him. I told him I am busy all day at work and that I don’t have time. So he says “You don’t have time for me?” I wasn’t even paying attention and said No I don’t. Yea that went over like a ton of bricks. We got in a big huge fight over it to where I explained that I have nothing to talk to him about, my feelings for him have not changed, and I’m just doing whatever it takes to get through each day. He didn’t like that and we fought some more, but it didn’t stop him from trying to get a piece yet again. I could have killed him.

Eventually it just came down to my begging him to just go to sleep. He eventually did, but not before driving me insane. I got little to no sleep and have been up off and on since 4 trying to wake him up since he had to be out of town for work this morning. He kept reminding me last night that he had to be up and out of the house at 4 and bla bla bla. Yea, he was out of the house by 7 if he was lucky, and by no fault of my own. I’ve never wanted to stay in bed so badly as I did this morning. I got up, though, got my kids’ lunches together, packed their bags, and got out the door in a timely fashion….now I’m at work, enjoying my peace and quiet away from him and everything that goes with it. With any luck it will continue long into tonight, as it’s Wednesday, my day and my night away from him =)