Lucky Me

I’m not even in the house anymore, and I’m finding myself having to defend myself. Yes Larry is a good man. He’s a hard worker, he’s going to school to better educate himself, and he loves his kids. I never said he wasn’t a good man. He just wasn’t the right man for me. I do know how good I had it, but it wasn’t enough to make my happy. I have it good now, too. I am happy on my own. I am not sitting all alone in my place crying my eyes out, I’m happy. I am happy to sit and listen to my kids play with each other and read to each other. I am happy to work on things around the house and get things done I need to get done. I never said he was in the wrong, and I never said I was in the wrong. I just wasn’t happy anymore and I was seeing things and hearing things from my kids that I didn’t like, and things weren’t getting better, so I had to do something. I’m not saying what I did was right or wrong, but I can already see a positive difference in my kids when they’re with me, and that means more than anything to me.

I’m not sure what Lexi (it’s spelled L-E-X-I) said to her dad, but as far as I know she wasn’t in trouble. We spent the night at my Mom’s on Saturday and she was with my Mom’s mother-in-law, as my mom had an unexpected Halloween Party to go to and I was at an 80’s Party at my church. Barb (my mom’s mother-in-law) loves the girls like they were her own grandchildren, and they all woke up smiling and happy on Sunday, so I can’t for the life of me figure out what could have been so wrong that he’d have to run out and help/save them. I got home at 10:21 and checked on them and they were fine and sleeping, so who know.

I’m glad to hear he’s finally done with me. It’s about time. I’m not sure what I did that he has no respect for me, but whatever. Friday night I was with my family at a football game and playing cards, Saturday I was at church and Sunday I was with my family, so whatever is wrong with that, I have no idea. I do know what a marriage is about, and it’s not for me. I will be the first to admit that we never should have gotten married six years ago. It was a mistake from the start, and if I could take it back I would, but I can’t. So now it’s on to a new chapter in my life. He’s going to do what it takes to better himself, and I am doing the same. I finally graduated from Tri-State, I have an awesome job that I actually look forward to going to everyday, and I have three beautiful girls who love me and I love more than the world. It doesn’t get much better than that!!!

As for the collection bills, they’re all paid off and have been paid off, and it takes real TACT to post that all over the internet. So Larry, you can rise against all you want, but the only one you’re hurting is yourself and your kids. It’s your call.